- Author: Hala Diab
- Translated by: Magda El Mufti
Before taking my first step towards the path my life was reduced to mere struggle, whether at the personal level or with those around me. I always experienced a state of psychological discomfort, as well as extended periods of depression. I was actually looking for an ideal psychologist, one who would be willing to monitor me day & night, knowing how I felt without my having to utter one word!!!! Where on earth could I locate such a wonderful therapist?!!! I have always felt-even though I am a mother-like a little girl who yearned for her mother’s warm hugs. Only recently, I have come to realize that such yearning was not for my mother’s arms, in fact it was a yearning for God’s eternal embrace. I also recently learned the reason for my feelings of depression and restlessness, as well as why I was struggling internally and with all those around me.