Showing posts with label My Experience. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Experience. Show all posts

Oct 16, 2000

There is No God but Allah

  • Author: Ola Bahgat Badawi
I was hesitant to write about my personal experience of this spiritual Path because I know it is very insignificant compared with other people’s experiences. Nevertheless I eventually decided to write it down in the hope that it may be useful to someone.

Oct 5, 2000

My Daily Experiences Convey Messages from God

  • Author: Hala Dia
  • Translated by: Magda el Seba'i
There is no doubt that the Path has had clear effects on my whole life in which my " ego" used to play the major role in my misery. This "ego" brought me down to the lowest level and I found nobody to guide me upwards. Before I enjoyed this spiritual Path that uplifts the soul to the highest degree I was confused, and felt as if I were in a small four walled room that had no door and I kept tossing from one wall to another until I became a mere ruin. My "ego" has dominated my relationships with my husband and my children. For example, in the past if my husband got angry with me, I would fight with him just as if I were in an unending war and I had to win. I was also ungrateful to God because He had given me a handsome but mischievous son.

Sep 26, 2000

Meeting My Spiritual Teacher .. Is It By Chance Or An Act Of Providence?

  • Author: Huda Ez Al Arab
  • Translated by: Magda el Seba'i
Was it a mere chance, or the work of Providence that has led me to joining this spir itual path ?. I shall tell you first my past experience.
A year before, I was constant in attending, somewhere else, religious lectures on the interpretation of the Holy Koran. My reaction towards these lessons was so violent that I almost developed a new personality based on extreme fanaticism and bigotry. I became very harsh with myself if I allowed anything to take me away from listening to these religious lessons. I also tried to impose this spirit on every member of my family. I would be very upset if my husband listened to a song or even if he and my children would watch some plays or soap operas. I considered that a waste of time.

Jun 9, 1999

Spiritual Transformation Relieved My of Depression

  • Author: Hala Diab
  • Translated by: Magda El Mufti
Before taking my first step towards the path my life was reduced to mere struggle, whether at the personal level or with those around me. I always experienced a state of psychological discomfort, as well as extended periods of depression. I was actually looking for an ideal psychologist, one who would be willing to monitor me day & night, knowing how I felt without my having to utter one word!!!! Where on earth could I locate such a wonderful therapist?!!! I have always felt-even though I am a mother-like a little girl who yearned for her mother’s warm hugs. Only recently, I have come to realize that such yearning was not for my mother’s arms, in fact it was a yearning for God’s eternal embrace. I also recently learned the reason for my feelings of depression and restlessness, as well as why I was struggling internally and with all those around me.

Nov 1, 1998

Is "He" Another God?

It was not just an experience. It was a turning point in my whole life; a step afar from spiritual “death” towards “life”. What amazes me now is that I have just discovered that past days before I joined the path Tareek were not in vain; my reluctance to conform to what I was not convinced with had been creating, deep inside, a power that was pushing me forcibly towards something that I did not know then. I realized later that everything was actually taking me towards the truthful Direction.